Soon as you start putting yourself out there just know the enemy will try to use your past against you.
- This deception was suppose to keep me bound by shame and guilt.
- I believe it was suppose to cause me to run and hide.
- To have me fear what if they find out I am a flawed individual.
- To attach me to pride and perfection.
- To become this polished image so I that care more about my image than God’s glory.
- To live with anxiety caring about the perception of me.
Well enemy you thought you won. But I am not the same girl you once defeated years ago. You can’t cause me to live secretly with fear, shame, and guilt. That’s not a life I desire.
This woman knows who her father is. She knows her father is her protector. I know I don’t have to run and hide. You thought I would be another Eve again. But I have learned from past to bring my shame, mistakes, fear, guilt, ugliness, etc to my father. Because I’m safe with him. He doesn’t use my past against me. That’s your job. And I am here to remind you I am set free. And I can continue to put myself out there knowing I don’t have to show up perfect. And I will live in my authenticity. People need to know that I’m human. Not this person to idolize because I am far from perfect.
I have served you an eviction notice. GOODBYE.
