Today seems a little harder to show up 100% at my best in the area that I’m suppose to serve. The honest truth is I don’t see how I’m supposed to help others when I feel like I’m just floating . I’m not doing better but I’m not doing worse. I’m just maintaining .
At the end of it all I know it’ll be alright but I’m still in the a feeling of disappointment. Not even by God. But I do question why nothing seems like it’s ever working out in my favor.
I want more for my life but I also want to stay in God’s will.
True devotion to God is when…
You have the option to do stuff but you choose to overcome fleshly desires and walk with God. And it definitely doesn’t make it better, when you have to tell others that. Yes, it’s easier to just change it up or go with more. But I’m deciding to stay where God is even if it’s less.
When my mind constantly wants to dwell on the circumstances or my desires to just escape the hardships, I have to fight it with God’s words.
And I honestly can’t even say all these amazing encouraging words to you right now. I just want to share the truth. It’s hard . And I’m not going to act like I don’t have hard days too . So if you’re reading this and relate in anyway. I just say that trouble doesn’t last always. We just have to trust that our fathers knows what he’s doing even if it’s taking longer than we expected.
Proverbs 3:5-6
“Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight.”
It will all work together for our good… just keep going. God loves you and I love you too.
Talk to you soon, Key Lashaye🖤
