In your 12 months, I learned how to live for myself. How to think for myself and to not need a crowd behind me. You’ve taught me how to really dive into my faith in God. In your time, there have been many hills and many valleys but no matter what, I learned that God has not and will never change no matter the circumstances.
I learned to trust
to be patient and enjoy the process
it’s okay to let my emotions out but don’t let them overtake me
That I don’t need to scream on the mountain top about what God is doing in my life.
That I don’t need to prove myself
I learned who is in my circle and my supporters
I learned that relationships does change over time and that’s okay. Just don’t force them to work.
Everything and everyone has a season
I was able to heal inner wounds and finally put myself first.
I learned that no time wasted and it all works together for my good .
This year I did something I never would have ever thought was possible for me. Key you LAUNCHED A WEBSITE AND YOU OWN IT! no one can take that from you. At the end of the day, it isn’t about you but that God gets the glory because people will be helped and have a safe place to come and know that they’re not alone. Remember to always be authentic, real, and truthful.
I learned that my identity or worth isn’t in what I do, what I wear, or what I have on the outside.
I learned that I’m always going to change so I don’t need to limit myself to be a certain way. Be free to evolve. Take the limits off.
It’s okay to want different things in life than others. Money, status, clothes, a certain job, fame, and material things is what you use to chase but now you’re learning those things will never satisfy or sustain you. Focus on what really matters in life to you.
I’ve learned it’s how you view your situation. You can look at it as a defeat or you can view it as a lesson that will be victorious when God fights on your behalf. This year I’ve learned that there will always be problems but I don’t have to figure them out. Always bring them to my father cause he’s the only one that can handle it. It was never meant for us to carry.
2021, God has used your time to humble me in many different situations. To be more content, to not boast, to be grateful for everything, and to love.
Keep your eyes on God and his desire(s) for you. Do not compare myself to others. It doesn’t do anything for you but allow negative thoughts to creep in. Don’t want or wish to have what someone else has because you never know what it took to get there or whats happening when no one is looking.
December….
This a special note to you. It took this whole year to get here. When I thought I didn’t know myself anymore and forgot everything I learned, I realized that God is preparing me for what’s next. My perspective of life has change in just a few weeks. We don’t know why we come across some things or people but everything happens for a reason. But I’m glad I did because It taught what I want to appreciate more in the next journey of my life. Remember to stop and smell the roses. Enjoy the process. Be grateful for everything that you have. Love. Do all the small things that you find enjoyment in. Show up for yourself. Create what you want. Learn to live. And embrace Gods creation more .
Oh while, 2021, you’ve done me well but I do have to say this is our goodbye. I’ll always appreciate you and how far I’ve came in your time.
Xoxo 2021
