I want a true relationship with God again. It’s not like I don’t but I desire to have what I had before I knew the calling on my life. I want true love, contentment, devotion, and conversations. I want communion with God(my father).
I didn’t realize that in my prayers, I started always coming to Him about my wants and needs but in a recent podcast I felt conviction. I related to the group who comes to God about what I can get when he already knows everything I need. I desired the resources instead of the source.
I don’t just want what I can get from Him. I want Him. Everything else can wait. What’s the point of having stuff or a career if I don’t have Him?
And this isn’t just a change overnight because my heart has to change. But I will work on making the step to just spend time with Him .
Talk to you soon, Key Lashaye🖤