For a minute, my vision for a career life was foggy. I couldn’t see the purpose or direction. I ventured off and started making plans and content for styling but still that didn’t feel fully right. Not that I don’t have the desire for it but it just didn’t feel like my time yet.
I wanted to post on here but it also didn’t feel right. I had nothing to really say. And I told God I feel like failure. I haven’t been on my game the start of 2023 but also I was mentally on a break. Refreshing content.
But I continued to trust God.
And I finally feel like he led me back on the right track.
In all honesty, I had ventured off from creating because deep down I lost the faith. I felt like the promise was too far away and too impossible. I didn’t see how this would create the life that I desire to live. I felt like well maybe styling sounds more realistic so let’s go with that. Maybe if I become a stylist it’ll be actual work. I felt like I wasn’t doing enough. Writing seemed too easy. But like I said, styling just didn’t feel right. I felt like I was forgetting about this baby. The real purpose.
Until a shift in my devotion with God . It brought me back to the original content that I wanted to make and things begin to come to me clearer. A big thing is I was telling myself things that made the promise feel far. I wanted it to make sense to me. I tried replacing the impossible with possible just to make me feel safe. But that’s what God does! He does things that doesn’t make sense to us and that’s so no one can take the credit but him.
So I’m back spreading Hope seeds, in my personal life and this website, one step at a time. I see this path creating more avenues for me. And even still be able to try styling and all the things I love.
I don’t have to give up my desires. I just have to realize some thing’s are not time yet because God has a plan and season for everything. And obviously if he has me here it’s for a reason just don’t give up because it seems too unrealistic or impossible.
So I’m reminding you to Pick up where you left off. Don’t forget about what you’ve started. Don’t let go just because it hasn’t taken off YET. And remember it can lead to so many others things. You just have to do it one step at a time.
let’s pray ….
Heavenly Father,
have your way. We ask that you direct our foot steps daily. And brings us back to your original plans for our lives. Sometimes we get in the way because we see to the corner but you see around it. And when that happens our unbelief starts to block out our faith to believe that you are bigger than this. But that stops today. We believe that you can do exceedingly and abundantly above all that we can ask for so God we’re asking you to be God in our life and get this glory out of our stories. We’re moving out your way. And we let go of our unbelief and welcome hope and faith to come alive in our hearts again. Helps us Holy Spirit to walk by faith and not by sight.
In Jesus name,
amen
talk to you soon, Key Lashaye 🖤
