Hard times..challenges..battles does not mean God has left you. Maybe it’s the KEY indicator to look for him in the Midst.
When I reflect on the memories of being in the world; it’s obvious that’s God’s hand was on my life. That is the only reason i made it through. He watched over, protected, and cared for me through all my worldly endeavors. How I know. Is because He saved me, number 1, from things I should not be doing, and 2, I’m in the after effect.
So why that I am now a sheep( follower of Christ), I think God took his hand off of me?
If I’m honest there are moments when I’m like dang God I feel like you watched over me when I was doing the wrong things, but now that I read your word and try to live the “right” way it feels like you just went ghost on me. Fluffed me up to get here and life has been mundane every since. Like my life is on repeat. Hoping for change but yet everything stays the same. I’m looking for the Big God. The Miracles. The Blessings… all of the stuff they say you do.
But maybe I misunderstood the true Living God I serve. What this is all about.
This isn’t about “things.” Or what you can get from God.
In your every day life, his Hand is on you. Because he is with you. He left His spirit to walk with you and never leave your side (John 14:15-31). You’re just waiting for the big break to know (his hand is on you), but really, He has been here the whole time. It’s not when you reach a certain moment, dollar amount, status, etc.
He was, is, and will always be there.
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You’re just in the middle so you can’t see how THIS Part of your story ends, but the same God who brought you through will do it again. He never left you. Don’t go off of feeling. Set your heart on God.
You are still his child. The one he saved. He loves you and nothing can separate you from that. He is still watching over you ( psalms 121:5-8)
5 The Lord watches over you—
the Lord is your shade at your right hand;
6 the sun will not harm you by day,
nor the moon by night.
7 The Lord will keep you from all harm—
he will watch over your LIFE;
8 the Lord will watch over your coming and going
BOTH now and FOREVERmore.
I know your situation looks endless and impossible but God is greater. He is creative. He makes ways in the wilderness (Isaiah 43:19).
He is bigger.
I know you have all the reasons pointing to doubt. But God can. God will deliver you.
He has a path set for you. He will provide everything you need.
Keep your heart set on Him.
Though it may seem feel like you’re not important in the mundane or you feel like your tossed to the side because you don’t have the glamorized life. Remember that is not true. you are not just another number to God.
talk to you soon, Key Lashaye🖤
