I feel the urge to do more…
Part of me just wants go MIA on all socials and write. Maybe that’s what I need. To focus on who I am at the core, quietly be with my father, heal, and share the journey. Even if no one finds the website during this time; I want to post. Less on making it a priority that people see what’s happening on Instagram.
I just feel this pressure of being right for the part. And that’s my fault, I focused so much on that to where I lost true authentic self again. I feel like everything I wear, do, or say I worry if it’s good enough to post. And that was never the purpose of this. I have to live my truth and be me. Anything that’s for me will come and who is for me will love me for who God has created me to be. NOT who I created to fit a certain part.
So if you’re reading this it’s because God wanted you here.
Talk to you soon, Key Lashaye 🖤